Religious Views

I'm a muslim kid growing up in a very non muslim country.

I'm constantly surrounded by temptation. Images, videos, music, even food and drink that seem to pull me in a direction opposite from the one I should be heading in.

And it's harder than most people think. My parents grew up in a country where being faithful was easy enough. You were surrounded by muslims, you were taught religion in school, the call to prayer to everyone in the country.

Islam is not merely a religion, it's a way of life, they tell me. It's hard. It controls every aspect of your life. Music is a sin. Pork is sinful. Alcohol is sinful. Immodesty is sinful. Backtalk is sinful. Gossip is sinful.

It tells me the clothing I can and can't wear. There are so many things I can't do. So many limitations I must abide by, or else I'll go to hell.

Don't get me wrong, though, I like my religion.

Once you get passed all the superficial, surface stuff, it's a religion that corresponds with science and it's a religion that makes sense. One thing I really appreciate and admire is the fact that it holds you accountable for all your sins, and does not give the power of redemption to anybody but yourself and to God.

People always ask if we look to Jesus as our savior. We believe in Jesus, and acknowledge that he was a prophet and a messenger sent by God, but we don't see him as divine or any less human than you or I. They then proceed to ask if we believe in Mohamed (PBUH) as our divine savior. I then have to explain that Mohamed is nothing more than a prophet and a messenger who received the word from God and spread the message of Islam.

That message says that you must believe in and worship God. That you are not held accountable for anybody's sins except for your own.

We don't believe that all people are born sinners. We believe that everyone is born completely pure at heart, and every sin that is committed counts against you. But you can ask for forgiveness easily enough. All that you need for redemption is honest remorse and a genuine attitude. We don't believe that any Priest, pope, imam, or rabbi can relieve you of your sins or grant you entrance to heaven or save you from hell.

It's all up to you.

That's what I like. The fact that you are completely and 100% in control of your life.

I believe in God. I believe that there's an afterlife, I just don't believe that it can be simply divided into black and white. Heaven or hell. Life's not like that. Between every aspect of good and bad there are thousands of shades of gray that must be taken into account.

I can't comprehend how you can fall under one of two categories. That you can either be good and righteous or evil and damned.

I feel like one's afterlife should be some sort of rehab. One's personal guide and plan to becoming the most perfect person that they can be, and then everything after that should be some sort of meditation.

These are just my personal ideas about religion. I respect anyone who does whatever they can to be a good person.

Today I Bought a Dress and Wrote a Poem

Today I bought a new dress. I bought a new dress today. A new dress I bought today.

Was it a lovely dress? A lovely dress it was. A lovely dress was it? It was a lovely dress.

I bought a new dress today, and it was quite pretty.

It's got flowers and colors, and it doesn't look at all icky.

It's beautiful, it's bright.

I'm planning on wearing it Friday night.

Friday night is concert night,

and I'm telling you I will be a sight.

The girls they will be jealous

and the boys they will tell us

That the girls in the lovely dresses,

Why, yes, they are indeed the bestest.

I love it quite a lot,

It was no dress that I sought,

When I walked in the Target store,

My eyes not paying attention to the floor.

I browsed, I glanced, I took a look,

But not of the clothing seemed to go by my book

I decided to try the clearance rack

In search of something, cheap and yet not at all whack.

And what do I happen to find

In this seemingly hopeless search, of the fifty-percent-off-rack, of mine?

Why a gorgeous, flowing, timeless dress,

So much better, and clearly a cut across the rest.

Only Ten dollars and forty eight cents

A bargain to anybody with common sense.

I picked it up and tried it on

And, oh how I shone,

In that lovely, gorgeous dress of mine,

Why, I knew I would shine!

Today I tried to write a peom.

I tried to make it flow make it wind,

Make the words rhyme

I feel

that, perhaps,

it could have been a little silly,

clearly nothing more than an attempt

But I hope that people see it as something more

Something that came through with meaning and sound

Something that would clearly resound in whoever'd

be reading it at the time.

A work of genius, of beauty, of contemporary contempt

A work of silence and sound, of vintage and modernity.

I feel that it had gotten the best of me.

For I worked, and I tolled.

Why, this keyboards drips in my metaphorical sweat.

The sweat of a mind at labor.

The sweat of a brain, a hand, a pen, and a paper.

The tears of a frustrated young girl.

Frustration! At the inability to put together heartwarming words.

All about the complexity and the deep story of a new dress.

A brand new dress! What could possibly be less of a topic than this?!

It's all right, she says, just breathe, she says.

Well, she breathes, she calms, and she waits.

Waits for that instance of brilliance, that sweep of confidence.

That tremble of a hand, working hard at the literature in its presence.

That's what I did.

I sat.

I thought.

I wrote.

I conquered.

Well...I don't know if conquered's the word I'd use. Kinda.

Summer, Please Last Forever

Whoever invented senioritis also needs to come up with a word to describe the feeling that those left behind by their senior friends after they've all gone to college are suffering from.

Which is what I'll be suffering from come August.



This year, I went through big changed when it came to my friends. I lost some a group of people who I'd been friends with for many years. It was hard. Change always is, but I got through it with the help of some of my other friends.



I'd also been gradually becoming closer to some girls in my AP Psychology class. Both of whom were seniors. One actually ended up moving to Montana, which was depressing, but the other is right here and still with me. And along with her I have made 5 new senior friends, friends who I've grown extremely close to. I can hang out with each one of them one on one with the conversation flowing and flowing, no lulls. And when there are, they're comfortable, as if we're taking a moment to enjoy each other's company.



They're a virtuous group of people. Not virtuous in a conservative sort of way, but more in the way that they've got a good set of morals. I have never engaged in a gossip session with any of them. None of them have ever said anything bad about the other. It's comforting, to know that your doting, loving friends will always be your doting, loving friends regardless of whether or not you're around. They're also the most relaxed group of girls I have ever hung out with. They're almost like guys when it comes to the "drama" factor. If things happen, such as going to a best friend's hosue for a birthday bonfire, only to have your best friend leave the bonfire for another person's house and everyone go their separate ways. "We all just rolled our eyes and got over it."



I'm also going to miss all the casual hang outs we've had. Where we'll just go to somebody's house and just sit and talk and talk. When we'll rent really stupid, cheesy chick flicks and laugh at them the whole time and make predictions on what's about to happen next. When we'll go to wal mart and buy tons of delicious snacks.

I'll also really miss all the parties we've had, dinner parties, parties where I have no idea who anybody there is, but I get to meet new people, so it's all good kinda parties. All the times we've put on our nice things, and gone to nice restaurants. All the times where we've gone to my friend's boyfriend's friends' house, who were former Kennedy graduates on a late Saturday night and played cards and laughed and just had an all around good time.

I'll miss my chaffeur friend too. One of my senior friends gives me rides to school every single morning, and occasionally in the afternoons as well. I'll miss that daily debriefing we had. We got so close in that small Honda Civic of hers. It was basically the batmobile. Where most cars have "D" for drive on their gear shift, hers had a batsymbol. And the little "H" on the back of her car (the Honda symbol) was flaming.

I'll miss dissing on eachother's taste in music. I'll miss her trying to find new bands for me to listen to, and I'll miss trying to persuade her to give my music a chance, a feat she'd never be able to accomplish.

There are a lot of things I'm going to miss about my friends. Their little quirks that I won't ever be able to find in any other person. Their unique traits that make them who they are and that make me love them. I love them and I'm going to miss them.

Oh, Jeez. I'm tearing up now, so this is going to stop now.

These Are a Few of My Favorite Things

Shopping:

Can I just explain how good it makes me feel when I'm out looking for clothes, and I try on something that accentuates my best features and hides my blemishes. Something that fits my style perfectly without being too conservative or too revealing. Something that makes me feel good about myself. Reading: I read a whole lot. I used to much more than I do now, though, which is really a shame. I remember summers where I'd volunteer at the library. I'd volunteer once or twice a week, and each time I'd come home with a purse full of books, 6, 7, 8 sometimes up to 10 chapter books from each section of the library. Biography, adult fiction, science fiction, nonfiction, young adults. Every section. I'd then return them all the next week I'd come to do my service, and so the process would repeat. I'm also quite a speedy reader, it's one of the very few talents that I seem to posses. I can read a full length, adult chapter book in a day, easily. The 7th book of Harry Potter, against my own wishes, I finished in a matter of hours. Give me a book and let me devour it and I'll give it back deliciously finished up in a time shorter than you'd expect.

Friends:

I can't even begin to describe how much I love my friends. This year, I'd lost a group of people that I'd been friends with for years, and that was hard for me to deal with. Luckily I had the support of my old friends to comfort and support me all the way through. Then I made a whole other group of friends. While they may not be going to Kennedy next year, it's reassuring to know that they'll only be a half hour drive away. And there's really nothing more I love than sitting with my very best friends and doing the silly things any group of girls would do. I love the spontaneity of it all, the last minute phone call telling me to drop whatever I'm doing, get myself lookin' good and ready for a good, fun, long night out. And I love the fact that whenever I'm down I can call my best friend up and rant and rave and let it all spill out of me, with her nodding empathetically on the other end of the line.

Family:

As much as I complain about my parents, as any teenager does, I cannot help but absolutely adore them. Their overprotectiveness, from an outsider's point of view, may seem charming and cute, but when you're the direct recipient of such worried paranoia, it can get old quickly. I admire my father and his intelligence, and my mother and her tolerance and for taking on the traditional, home cooking, home making, role of a mom. I know that I can always, always count on my sister. She's sweet, naive, and has such a soft personality. She's the middle child, so she's always pretty chill and relaxed. My little brother; however, is one of the most hyper child that you may ever meet. His temper tantrums, and impatience can get pretty annoying, but he's absolutely adorable and sometimes just says the darndest things.
I love my extended family, as well. I love my grandmother, my aunt, my cousins, and all my uncles. It's like that game of trust, you know? The one where you have to close your eyes and let yourself fall, hoping that somebody'll be there to catch you. When I picture my family, I picture them, arms outstretched, ready to catch whatever stumble I may take. All 10 of my uncles, my aunt, my cousins, my grandparents, my siblings, and my parents. There's such a strong sense of family.

Time Travel

As I wrote my essay about Puritans for my APUS history exam (which was not a pleasant time for me. I am not a big fan of taking tests.) I just remember that I kept thinking, I really wish I had a time machine...

I'd buy myself a pilgrim-y looking dress make myself look awesome, and go back in time and bring my camera along with me and take a bunch of pictures of Puritan society. The making myself look awesome part of this fantasy of mine serves the purpose of looking like a societal elite. So that they might take me more seriously than if they thought I was some lower class impoverished scum. I'm actually not too sure if social classes were established in the very first Puritan colonies, which just goes to show on how much I don't know about US history.

Another thing I'd do is go back to the 60's and shake hands and take pictures with the Beatles. I'd go back to their low scale, pub playing days where their sound was a lot like popular American, Elvis inspired bands. Before they were signed. When Brian Epstein (the man with the perfect voice) was still their manager.

Then after having accomplished this, I'd go back to the days where Christianity and Islam had yet to exist and take a picture with Jesus. Then I'd probably try selling it on ebay.

After doing this, I'd take a picture with Julius Caesar. I actually don't know how plausible this is. Keep in mind, he was an emperor. He was royal from birth, so I feel like my execution may very well happen if I try to get near him. Should I tell him that his death was imminent and that his very companions were the ones who were going to cause this? Should I tell him to listen to the man who told him to beware the ides of March? Should I tell him that his last words would be "et tu Brute?" Nahhh, I'd just history take its course.

To do all this I feel like I'd also have to speak the language. And Latin, I've heard, is a quite challenging language to master. I figure taking along one of those English to (insert language here) books wouldn't do. They'd call my bluff.

I'd also try to talk to William Shakespeare. And see if my modern English could possibly be understood by his intellect.

Places I'd stay away from: The Spanish Inquisition. If they were already accusing people of fraternizing with the Devil, then I doubt my carrying around a mysterious boxy contraption that mysteriously flashed and then showed the photograph of the very person who'd stood in front of the flash would help my cause much.

Salem, Massachusetts circa 1692, same story, basically.

Classic.

I like old things.

Vintage clothing, retro trinkets, old fashioned styles.

That seems to be the direction in which current fashion is headed, and I can't say I'm complaining at all. I feel all that stuff is more classy and more high end than the current, simple, blue jean-tshirt wearing ways of society.

I personally wouldn't mind wearing a nice dress everyday. Or cute A-line skirts that does wonders for my body.

There's a certain charm that a classic car or an article of clothing from another era has. I don't know what does it, maybe it's the natural fading it seems to posses, but I find it really alluring.

I like old fashioned clothing, as well. I love lace and ruffles and feminine pinks and natural beiges, retro blacks, or crisp whites.

I would love to be able to travel back in time to be able to go shopping. Preferably the early 60's. Get my hair done at a salon, get my nails done, then get my make up done. Buy a camera and some film, and take old fashioned pictures. Make a film using a 60's video recorder. Buy a bunch of old records and a record player and transport them with me to the future.

Get my room some new, cute accessories. Perhaps a new bedspread, and a cute rug or two. Buy retro looking, space age furniture. Some silver platform boots.

Another era I wouldn't mind going back in time to would probably be the 40's or the 50's. I feel like those 20 years were just two decades of really well dressed people. 40's through the 60's were just a good time in American history, fashion-wise, anyways. Designers really should have just stopped progressing clothing since then, I feel that body shapes (up until the 60's anyway), were more realistic than they are nowadays. At least back in the 60's big boobs weren't a must. Women who were waif thin were also expected to have consistency throughout. How the hell are girls supposed to be size twos while still filling their tops up nicely?

Music was also awesome, we went from big band, to swing bands, to British bands.

What a time. Really. Can I just take a step back in a time machine? Best birthday gift ever: big, bad time machine, with room enough to bring back all sorts of goodies, big and small back to the future with me.

Anyway, as I said before, there's just something about that cute 50's era skirt and top with the ruffles and lace in that creamy, faded beige color that possesses some awesome charm.

"You can't laugh and be afraid at the same time."

Ah, political satire. Oh, Stephen Colbert.

I love you so much. The Colbert character as well as the actor behind the comedian. You both are genuine people who can easily get a point across in the most subtle of ways.

You're untouchable. When on the O'Reilly factor with Bill O'Reilly, the most he could play on you was the fact that you changed the pronunciation of your last name from a pronounced "T" to a silent "T". He repeatedly asks if you're French. As if that has anything to do with the fact that Bill O'Reilly is seriously getting owned at the moment. His studio and film crew are heard laughing in the background at some of the jokes that Colbert cracks. It's HILARIOUS.

How about that episode when Colbert recreated the moment when Bill O'Reilly lost his temper due to the fact that he didn't understand what "to play us out" meant? That episode, I about pissed my pants laughing.

And then you're on Youtube reading all the O'Reilly adoring comments posted about the video. It's a bit creepy, the level of adoration they have for this clearly insane political commentator, who seriously needs to get himself a round of anger management therapy.

But, hey, the topic of this blog post is not Bill O'Reilly, or his extreme conservativeness. I'm not going to get into any of that at all. The real topic of this blog post is the amazing irony that Stephen Colbert posses.

He makes people laugh, and whoever makes people laugh deserves some kind of a medal. A prize. At least a pat on the back. His extremely popular TV show does just that. Everyone adores this guy. I have yet to hear a practical, plausible critique of his show that isn't from some radical neoconservative.

I've watched interviews with Stephen Colbert where he's out of character and genuine about his show. The way he talks about his kids and his family, his values and beliefs really makes this guy seem genuine and knowledgeable. He collaborates with all his writers so that the words he says won't be some scripted thought that he's just reading out loud. They'll actually be some of his own words and thoughts.

Stephen Colbert, I love you. You make me laugh and I appreciate that.

Advanced.

Placement.

Exams.
Are eating away at my soul. These past weeks have been nothing but practice exams, urges to study from teachers, reminders on the announcements, people asking to get together in a group to study.

(Review, review, review. Study, study, study.)^3983958340543098 power.

And guess what? I'm already sick of it! I am ready for all this to be done! Fini! La fin!

It's May! The weather's warm. The sky's blue. Spring sports are coming to a close. Friends are making their way home from college. I just want nothing to stress about. I want stress and school to end.

School and stress...very rarely do you have one without the other.

It amazes me to see that people still write in their action planner this late in the year. It amazes me that people can still take their notebooks out and pay attention and take notes in class. I am amazed by the amount of effort put in by my peers. I've heard many a person talk about how they don't do anything anymore, how they're so disappointed with their work ethic. The very same people who do the above mentioned, and I chuckle, and pat them on the shoulder and explain gently that as long as they're turning in their homework, getting assignments done on time, and not falling asleep during class then they're far ahead of where I am.

I don't know how I'm going to pull my grades up this late in the term, and honestly, I'm pretty worried. My GPA has fallen to such great extremes I didn't even know I was capable of getting. School has always been my strong point, throughout my life. I was always pretty academically inclined. You know, Prime Time as an elementary school kid, PACT during middle and high school. Involved, participating, always going to class, won essay awards, raised my hand, was well behaved BLAH BLAH BLAH. But then I get to junior year and I'm like: Wow. Where has any ounce of self dignity I once had gone?

I could rant and rant about this particular subject, and I will because I can and because it'll make me feel better...for a short while, at the least.


I ran across this picture in my search, and thought, how could I not include this?

Les Cles Part 2

Things start getting weird.
The screen doesn't stay rectangular. It shifts and the its shape's completely different.
Things pop out. Characters are coming at me. I feel like I could reach out and touch them.
And I do.
We both do, my friend and I. Our hands are outstretched. Our fingers are slightly bent and ready to curl around anything tangible. Of course, the protruding images were just a result of the 3D show. As soon as they retracted back into the screen, my friend and I looked at each other and laughed.
And boy did we laugh.

Guffawed. Hooted. GIggled. Gaggled. Cried. Our chuckles filled our eyes with tears. We were hysterical.
We were two teenage girls, having an awesome night out, watching this already amusing movie, and we'd just done the most ridiculous thing you could possibly do at a 3D showing. Try to grab the 3D images.

We were so embarrassed!

The movie dragged on. Time passed so slowly. The concept of time really didn't even make sense to us at that moment. Time? We started theorizing hardcore on what time was. Talking about spatial time and the fourth dimension and time travel and a whole bunch of other time related concepts and ideas. Time couldn't be real, could it? This movie was 5 hours long. We weren't just 2 hours into it.
Our clocks must have been wrong.

My friend had a miniature bag of dill pickle cashews and Cadbury chocolate eggs. At the moment, food was not appealing to me at all. I hadn't eaten a lot that night or anything, but I held no interest in the favorite foods of mine she had resting on her lap. Strangely enough, she thought the same thing.

Curiouser and curiouser.

Finally, the movie ended. We were so happy to have seen it and the mood it left us in was wonderful. To this day I still have "flashbacks" to the movie. I remember the beautiful colors and the odd shapes, and its deeply profound meaning. I feel like I'm there, sometimes, back to that particular moment.

Wonderful.

Les Clés Part 1

You know those "usual night ins" that you have with a certain designated friend of yours if there doesn't happen to be any parties or events going on. We'll come to my house, rent a movie or Netflix it up, and pig out until 1 AM, when she has to leave. Oh, sometimes instead of just going to WalMart or Target for our snackies, we'll get some greasiness in our system via McD's.

One night, a night that she was planning to sleep over, we decided to switch things up a bit. We weren't going to have the same old girl's night in. They were fun, and silly, and we'd always talk about the goofiest things, and they were relaxing, but hey. We were going to take a walk outside our comfort zone.

My good friend and I decided to go to one of those 3D movies. Yes, they were ridiculously expensive and between the both of us, the same $5 dollar night ended up costing us $40, but we decided it was worth it. The reviews we'd heard gave us mixed feelings. Some said this movie was the most amazing experience anybody could ever have, and others told us that the movie was overwhelming and mind boggling and just plain old too much, and sometimes would even make them throw up. We were a bit worried about this, but we figured we'd be just fine.

We bought our tickets well in advance, and just decided to wait around the theatre until our showing started. We waited and waited and waited. We got so tired of waiting that we almost became fed up with the whole thing and were going to leave. But finally, slowly, the doors opened and we were ushered inside. The movie began, fast it seemed, and we were hit with a melange of colors and noises and such strange sights! I'd never been to a 3D show before, and boy was it weird.

No shape held its form, it seemed. Everything was constantly moving and flowing and seemed to be made out of some sort of liquid. The dresser in the main character's room appeared to be bending and flowing as if it were a belly dancer. I shared this little absurd thought of mine with my friend and we burst out laughing. And boy did we laugh. The whole theater was laughing.

The energy inside that theater was great. The audience was into it, and we chose great seats. We were almost smack in the middle and the sounds were coming at us at an almost perfect pitch it seemed.

We were happy, everything was perfect, and life just couldn't get any better.

But then I noticed something...the people in front of us were eying us pretty rudely. I gave them a look, and then they burst out laughing. I figured it out...they thought my friend and I were lesbian! How judgmental of them! Were they dumb? Couldn't they see that we were just great friends who were having a girls' night out? It just got me so mad. Why does everybody have to judge and make assumptions when they have no idea what's going on? I told all this to my friend but she just shrugged her shoulders and "oh well'd" it. I was still fuming, but the nice feelings that this movie put in me helped to curb my unhappiness.

Ode to premature Senioritis

The weather’s warmer, Prom’s over, tennis has started and is coming to an end, AP exams are in a mere matter of days, the word “final” has been tossed around by many a teacher. AKA: the school year is winding down. Summer’s so near I oftentimes feel like I can feel that summer vibe. You know the vibe I’m talking about; the lazy, green calm of outside, broken only by the sound of an occasional lawn mower, flip flops, sweat, sunglasses, bed at 2 rise at noon, smell of sun tan lotion, and constant, never ending relaxation and fun.

Knowing that these will all be characteristics of my daily life in a couple of weeks makes it hard to bring myself to sit down and buckle down. I’ll peek out my window and the grass will look so lush and welcoming. My phone’s on my desk and I’ll text up my tennis partner and suggest a quick match of tennis. Homework? Pshhh, I’ll do it tomorrow. I’m sitting in my photography class, and we’re having an interesting conversation on the making of heroin, and whatever photography assignment I’ve got on my mind nags slightly: I’ll get it done sometime soon, no big deal. Paying attention in class, but it’s just too dull. I’d rather think about my plans for the weekend, and text everyone to make sure the bonfire’s still going down. Who gives a hoot about what electrons do and why they do it. I need to find out if I’m in charge of bringing hot dogs. I’ll just call up (insert name here) and get the notes later. No big deal.

Except tomorrow comes and my homework’s still not done. Project due dates slip by and yet my assignment grade remains a zero. Later comes, my phone’s in my hand, and I choose to get on Netflix instead.

I am on a one way track to failing my junior year. This is so unlike me. The girl who scores in the top percentile or two on standardized tests, the girl who was the head of countless committees in middle school, the girl who passed freshman year and most of sophomore year with a 4.276 GPA, the girl who was a hard worker, who could buckle down and GET STUFF DONE.

Well, good-bye, studious alter ego of mine, and make room for the new procrastinating, disorganized, mess of a pupil.

P to the R to the O-M...PROM.

So last Saturday I got the opportunity to go to prom. I didn't legitimately go. I was really on assignment for our school newspaper, while keeping the yearbook in mind. I was instructed pretty severely by my assigning editor: TAKE GOOD PICTURES OF PEOPLE DIRTY GRINDING, OKAY?

Oh boy! What a demanding task they were asking of me. I had doubts, I must admit. Could I do it? Well! I sure won't spoil it for ya. Find out for yehselvs.

I took pictures of Grand March, a parade of prom couples around the gym. That was fun, for a while. For the first 15-25 minutes or so I really enjoyed taking pictures of each couple, they all looked so happy and the dresses looked gorgeous. Seeing everybody all done up and excited for the night ahead was contagious. Soon, I found myself just as excited as any of the seniors there.

Many of my friends are seniors, so I actually had a group to go with. Seriously lucky for me. It gave me the opportunity to actually get pre-prom shots of girls doing last minute touch ups, mothers fixing their sons' tuxedos, dates adorning each other in their corsages and boutonnieres, and pictures that each prom group takes before the dance.

It also proved to be quite helpful at the actual dance. One of the most awkward moments of my life would probably be to try and sneakily take pictures of people dancing. No, not dancing. You can't even call what teenagers do at school dances dancing.

I'm going to give you a very graphic picture of what goes on. Girls bend over ever so slightly so that their butts are directly up against the boys' genitals and then the rubbing ensues. Boys and girls sway back and forth like that the whole night. It's quite commonly referred to as: "grinding". There was a point where I just stood there and laughed. The whole room just seemed to be moving back and forth. The whole humongous clump of high school students seemed to be pulsing.

And then the 2nd most awkward thing of my life, is when everyone else is dancing and I'm just awkwardly standing there trying to figure out what to do. I almost wish that I'd brought a date, so I'd at least have somebody to sway with, so I wouldn't stick out like a sore thumb.

Most of the night, when I wasn't doing anything, I'd go out and sit on the terrace, talking to my friends and their dates. It was cooler out there and a lot less awkward.

So all in all, I felt that prom was a lot of fun. The funnest part was actually dinner. We ended up getting the wine room at Biaggi's, allowing us to basically have a mini rave in that room, garters to be removed via teeth, and we didn't have to monitor our volume.

So prom. Worth it? Yes. A little over blown, but fun enough.